April 2011
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Refunded my Queens tickets today
Feeling bummed out.
Apr 1st
March 2011
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My baby
He’s sexy. He cooks. He cleans. He has a wonderful singing voice. He’s great at drawing. And amazing in bed. Definitely a keeper <3
Mar 27th
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Today
Today has been a nice day. So was yesterday. I got to spend time with my baby, despite mostly cleaning. Mostly. But I’ve started feeling restless. I don’t know what to do. I want to travel, do something creative. Anything. I just don’t know what. I don’t even know what I want to be doing with myself in the future. I love my job, but its not me forever.  I don’t...
Mar 26th
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Not in a good place right now
I’m alone in my store and freaking the Fuck out. My heart is beating out of its chest, I’m shaky and i feel like I’m going to be sick. Damn all this talk about earthquakes.
Mar 20th
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Can’t wait til stocktake is over.  Pretty stressed right now. Chocolate and powerade keep me going at work. And my wonderful boyfriend keeps me going outside of work. Still feeling mega motivated for work though, which is a nice buzz. <3 Riccarton <3 
Mar 15th
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Why does it seem like the places I love are getting hit by Earthquakes? First Christchurch, twice, and now Japan? What’s next? Venice? God I hope not…
Mar 11th
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I have never felt more loved than i do on this birthday. Thanks to my darling Owey and all my wonderful friends
Mar 7th
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I'm all out of Chocolate
Really. I just ate the last piece D: On another note, I’m 21 tomorrow. Shee-it Where does time go?
Mar 6th
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I’m kinda glad things are so busy right now at work, because it allows me to take my mind off my fears. I hate it when I stop to think though. This mall is so full of people. What if another one hit? 
Mar 6th
ListenRockin’ the David Guetta love this morning. ...
Mar 4th
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I'm in a good place right now
I feel like I’m slowly starting to get back to normal. I’m not freaking out quite so bad at night now. Work is starting to feel normal again. I’m starting to feel inspired again. Yesterday I picked up my Japanese resources for the first time in ages, and did a tiny bit of study. Today I’m going to start learning guitar off my friend Jason. I’m going to save up for...
Mar 3rd
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My anxiety is getting worse. I’m finding it hard to sleep at night. And I’m getting sick of it. I’m going to get some natural remedies to help calm me down.  Fuck going on meds. 
Mar 1st
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First proper day back at work was awesome. A lot of laughs were had. We all tried (and succeeded, I feel) to stay in high spirits. Got lots of stuff done. Started to feel like we were getting a sense of normality back. AND I’M FINALLY GETTING MY KINECT!! 
Mar 1st
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